Chapter XIII

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In a body that makes me feel dead,

In a situation that is hopeless.

In a world that can not cure the hurt

Or loss of my soul.

In a life where it doesn’t matter if I live.

I’m not afraid, yet I know that something is missing.

If I were going to find it I would have by now.

If god were going to save my soul

he would have found me by now.

Where what I crave is my death, and

Though I search far and wide I can not find it.